Every once in a while I find a song that just makes me want to fucking tackle an antelope at full speed, this is one of those. If you don't like it, go away!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Like a kiss from a Ghost
Recently, someone has been popping in to my head at random. I can't fucking explain where or why or how, but I think it has to do with being a month off of my crazy pills. Like a ton of bricks to the chest it's been hitting me. Funny how shit comes up you know?
It fucking sucks though because I can't talk to them, can't just drop them a line. I suppose I could but I'm sure I'd dig myself a deep grave. This post probably doesn't make sense to anyone but me but whatever, I just had to get it off my chest. She's running through my mind and to avoid it is to try to make it through a land slide standing...impossible.
"No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K"
- Placebo
It fucking sucks though because I can't talk to them, can't just drop them a line. I suppose I could but I'm sure I'd dig myself a deep grave. This post probably doesn't make sense to anyone but me but whatever, I just had to get it off my chest. She's running through my mind and to avoid it is to try to make it through a land slide standing...impossible.
"No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K
Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash
No hesitation, no delay
You come on just like special K"
- Placebo
Dogs
How can anyone NOT like dogs?
Okay, I get that there are the few people out there who were brutally attacked by abused dogs as children who are sketchy around them and shit but seriously, aside from those people, never trust some one who doesn't like a dog. Why? How about because they're loyal to the point that they would fight to the death for you against impossible odds and all they want in return is some pettings and the occasional piece of bacon.
I guess I'm a fan of dogs because I see their unwaivering loyalty to the end even though they ask for almost nothing in return and I have a soft spot in my (tiny) heart for that.
Not to mention, when a face like this comes at you just wanting a pat on the head and to give you a few sloppy kisses, it can erase all memories of a completely shit day.
C'MON!! Dogs are WAY better than cats. Just saying.
-Infidel
Okay, I get that there are the few people out there who were brutally attacked by abused dogs as children who are sketchy around them and shit but seriously, aside from those people, never trust some one who doesn't like a dog. Why? How about because they're loyal to the point that they would fight to the death for you against impossible odds and all they want in return is some pettings and the occasional piece of bacon.
I guess I'm a fan of dogs because I see their unwaivering loyalty to the end even though they ask for almost nothing in return and I have a soft spot in my (tiny) heart for that.
Not to mention, when a face like this comes at you just wanting a pat on the head and to give you a few sloppy kisses, it can erase all memories of a completely shit day.
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| Please love me |
C'MON!! Dogs are WAY better than cats. Just saying.
-Infidel
Can't sleep
Still 26th Birthday, and the Nightmares are coming in like water through a chain linked fence.
Every time I close my eyes I see the friends I've lost. I see how they gave their lives without question of if it was for the right cause, for the right reasons. It wasn't for America, it wasn't for their families back a home, or the mission at hand.
It was for love. A love that if you have never experienced you could not possibly comprehend no matter how much I try to explain.
In a world caught up with celebrity and social status, it's nice to remember that some people live and give their lives for something other than themselves.
To go further in to this, I remember watching a movie where this kid talks about the most beautiful thing he's ever seen and it's a fucking plastic bag dancing in the wind. How fucking sad is that?
A normal human response is something like a sunset in (insert exotic/remote location here) or some shit like that. The most beautiful thing I've ever seen was men stepping into certain death for one a fallen comrade, with complete disregard for their own personal safety, bringing out the dead because they would be fucking damned if the enemy was going to leave with them. Their determination and perseverance to leave no man behind is the definition of brotherhood.
-Infidel
Every time I close my eyes I see the friends I've lost. I see how they gave their lives without question of if it was for the right cause, for the right reasons. It wasn't for America, it wasn't for their families back a home, or the mission at hand.
It was for love. A love that if you have never experienced you could not possibly comprehend no matter how much I try to explain.
In a world caught up with celebrity and social status, it's nice to remember that some people live and give their lives for something other than themselves.
To go further in to this, I remember watching a movie where this kid talks about the most beautiful thing he's ever seen and it's a fucking plastic bag dancing in the wind. How fucking sad is that?
A normal human response is something like a sunset in (insert exotic/remote location here) or some shit like that. The most beautiful thing I've ever seen was men stepping into certain death for one a fallen comrade, with complete disregard for their own personal safety, bringing out the dead because they would be fucking damned if the enemy was going to leave with them. Their determination and perseverance to leave no man behind is the definition of brotherhood.
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| "And those affraid to go will think of themselves as lesser men as they hear how we fought and died together. | " |
-Infidel
Fuck Birthdays
As I've stated before, I have PTSD. This may be a part of how I feel right now, or it could just be me being a human, I don't know.
I just turned 26, which if you ask just about any one on the street is where you are just starting to come of age or some other horse shit. In my line of work, 26 is like having a 50th wedding anniversary. It's not something that happens too often, and I personally don't feel like I am worthy of having made it this far. I can list 26 names of men who deserve to be here more than me but aren't anymore. For them, I have only two things to say here.
1) Thank you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and what you gave me and I hope I don't blow this.
2) I will see you again.
I am keeping it simple here because what I have to say to each of them individually lies deep at the bottom of my heart and is for them alone. As tough as I try to be I fall asleep almost every single night with tears in my eyes thinking about what those Heroes have given me and all of us who are still here.
-Infidel
I just turned 26, which if you ask just about any one on the street is where you are just starting to come of age or some other horse shit. In my line of work, 26 is like having a 50th wedding anniversary. It's not something that happens too often, and I personally don't feel like I am worthy of having made it this far. I can list 26 names of men who deserve to be here more than me but aren't anymore. For them, I have only two things to say here.
1) Thank you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and what you gave me and I hope I don't blow this.
2) I will see you again.
I am keeping it simple here because what I have to say to each of them individually lies deep at the bottom of my heart and is for them alone. As tough as I try to be I fall asleep almost every single night with tears in my eyes thinking about what those Heroes have given me and all of us who are still here.
-Infidel
Friday, September 24, 2010
More shit that makes my fucking head hurt
I know I'm constantly ranting about shit that pisses me off, well, today is no exception!!
I can not fucking stand grown ass men that pretend to be smart because they are physically weak. There intelligence level is at best average, they just happen to watch a lot of Jeapordy and like to make "observations" about every one else in the world as if they are some sort of God looking down on the rest of society like it was an ant farm.
News flash! You're not that fucking smart! You got a Bachelor's in something? So does Lavar Arrington, and that guy is like Leroy from Mice and Men in the flesh.
So, you know a lot of useless shit because you watch the discovery channel and game shows, you got a bachelors degree, what is your next piece of ammunition? Memory, you have this off the chain memory and can remember things so vividly yet you never know where you put your fucking keys or wallet.
You are not Bill Gates, you are not Albert Einstein, you are not Davinci. You are the all singing, all dancing crap of the World, and you are at the bottom of that pile.
Flash back to a few thousand years ago, you were the fucking cave dweller that the women used to beat up and make baby sit so they could chill while the other men were out hunting because you sure as fuck couldn't be trusted or relied on out on the hunt. Now, man is for the most part, without natural enemies thanks to technology. Again, for the most part.
Remember, in Russia, car drives you. Back to where we were.
This technology has allowed you to co-exist without too much harassment / getting used like a Hebrew slave by people who are literally higher on the food chain than you. The problem is that you think that every on that is physically capable of manual labor must be a retard and because you don't have the balls to put your back into anything (life, in general). Wrong.
examples? Here you go
Here we have the complete opposite end of the spectrum.
The only reason that you fucking bottom dwellers continue to walk around without Irish sunglasses every where you go is because Jail isn't cool. Now, go, shoo, sit in your mom's basement, listen to your emo music, and be the king of your online chat forum about how every one who has accomplished any thing in their lives sucks. And when you're wondering what the hell is taking your Mom so long to bring the god damn meat loaf, it's because she's up stairs blowing Shane Carwin.
Until next time
-Infidel
I can not fucking stand grown ass men that pretend to be smart because they are physically weak. There intelligence level is at best average, they just happen to watch a lot of Jeapordy and like to make "observations" about every one else in the world as if they are some sort of God looking down on the rest of society like it was an ant farm.
News flash! You're not that fucking smart! You got a Bachelor's in something? So does Lavar Arrington, and that guy is like Leroy from Mice and Men in the flesh.
So, you know a lot of useless shit because you watch the discovery channel and game shows, you got a bachelors degree, what is your next piece of ammunition? Memory, you have this off the chain memory and can remember things so vividly yet you never know where you put your fucking keys or wallet.
You are not Bill Gates, you are not Albert Einstein, you are not Davinci. You are the all singing, all dancing crap of the World, and you are at the bottom of that pile.
Flash back to a few thousand years ago, you were the fucking cave dweller that the women used to beat up and make baby sit so they could chill while the other men were out hunting because you sure as fuck couldn't be trusted or relied on out on the hunt. Now, man is for the most part, without natural enemies thanks to technology. Again, for the most part.
Remember, in Russia, car drives you. Back to where we were.
This technology has allowed you to co-exist without too much harassment / getting used like a Hebrew slave by people who are literally higher on the food chain than you. The problem is that you think that every on that is physically capable of manual labor must be a retard and because you don't have the balls to put your back into anything (life, in general). Wrong.
examples? Here you go
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| 280lbs of bad assery. Also an Engineer in Colorado. |
Here we have the complete opposite end of the spectrum.
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| 100lbs soaking wet. Oh, and my English Mastiff is smarter than this kid is. |
The only reason that you fucking bottom dwellers continue to walk around without Irish sunglasses every where you go is because Jail isn't cool. Now, go, shoo, sit in your mom's basement, listen to your emo music, and be the king of your online chat forum about how every one who has accomplished any thing in their lives sucks. And when you're wondering what the hell is taking your Mom so long to bring the god damn meat loaf, it's because she's up stairs blowing Shane Carwin.
Until next time
-Infidel
RANGER!!
I fucking love this video (Ranger, duh), so I'm posting it here because if you haven't seen it you suck dick for beer money. Let me help you.
You're welcome.
-Infidel
You're welcome.
-Infidel
Not in MY Army!
That's the Army's slogan about Sexual Assault. Not bad, but, can we put this for the weight control program?
The "tape test" for soldiers who don't meet the height / weight standards is retarded and I've seen dudes with 6 pack abs be told they are at 19% body fat while morbidly obese fat bodies still make it because they have the proper neck to waist ratio. Fucking bullshit. On top of that a lot of units out there don't hold their soldiers to the standard, forge the papers and say the soldier is good because he's generally a good guy or whatever the fuck excuse is to keep tons of fun in.
At the end of the day, I don't really care if you look like Mr. Olympia or Homer Simpson, but if you are physically capable of closing with, engaging, and destroying the enemy, you should probably be able to wash your body without having to keep track of how many rolls you have to move to get in to every nook and cranny.
Sad fact is that this is all too common of an occurrance. I understand if you've been shot/blown up or are still in the recovery phase of a surgery, sure, you get a bit chubby, but there is a line, and a lot of guys are taking a flying fucking leap over it. Looks kinda like this.
NOT IN MY ARMY DAMN IT!
-Infidel
The "tape test" for soldiers who don't meet the height / weight standards is retarded and I've seen dudes with 6 pack abs be told they are at 19% body fat while morbidly obese fat bodies still make it because they have the proper neck to waist ratio. Fucking bullshit. On top of that a lot of units out there don't hold their soldiers to the standard, forge the papers and say the soldier is good because he's generally a good guy or whatever the fuck excuse is to keep tons of fun in.
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| This guy can't make it across the parking lot, let alone to the Objective |
Sad fact is that this is all too common of an occurrance. I understand if you've been shot/blown up or are still in the recovery phase of a surgery, sure, you get a bit chubby, but there is a line, and a lot of guys are taking a flying fucking leap over it. Looks kinda like this.
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| My name is SSG Douche Fuck. Wanna go to BK? |
-Infidel
THE SOUTH WILL (NOT) RISE AGAIN!
The average southerner isn't all that bad. However i will say that that makes up for only 51% of them. The other 49% are special. You have Rednecks anywhere you go in the World, but down here, they do things a little different. They refer to the Civil War as "The War of Northern Aggression", they have bumper stickers that say "Proud decendent of a Confederate Soldier". And let's not forget that "the confederate flag is just a symbol of states rights".
You fucking idiots are hung up on a War that happened over 140 years ago, and let's not forget that you LOST! Since when the fuck should someone celebrate loss? (Rocky 1 excluded)
Don't know why this shit bothers me so much, but it does. It's like a huge Army of the O'Doyle family from Billy Madison who's lives revolve around fried food, sweet tea, and NASCAR.
I'm just gonna chalk up their "Southern Pride" as ignorance. Let's not forget that the Southern States are currently leading the nation in least educated and most obese.
Well there's my little rant for the day. Adios
-Infidel
You fucking idiots are hung up on a War that happened over 140 years ago, and let's not forget that you LOST! Since when the fuck should someone celebrate loss? (Rocky 1 excluded)
Don't know why this shit bothers me so much, but it does. It's like a huge Army of the O'Doyle family from Billy Madison who's lives revolve around fried food, sweet tea, and NASCAR.
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| If the South won the Civil War, this would be the President. |
Well there's my little rant for the day. Adios
-Infidel
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Weapons free
The first post.
Now, where do I start...
I just came off my DGAF (Don't Give A Fuck) pills and I'm adjusting to seeing the world regularly again.
I have PTSD, but I got that shit under control
I like Metal and breaking things
I hate a lot of things. There are a lot of people out there and a lot of behaviors that piss me off, especially people who put religion over reason and common sense.
This blog is just going to be a bunch of rants, if you like it, cool, if not, take a step back, bend forward, and literally fuck your own face.
- Infidel
Now, where do I start...
I just came off my DGAF (Don't Give A Fuck) pills and I'm adjusting to seeing the world regularly again.
I have PTSD, but I got that shit under control
I like Metal and breaking things
I hate a lot of things. There are a lot of people out there and a lot of behaviors that piss me off, especially people who put religion over reason and common sense.
This blog is just going to be a bunch of rants, if you like it, cool, if not, take a step back, bend forward, and literally fuck your own face.
- Infidel
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